Thursday, April 28, 2011

Daddy said, "We will be all right."

With all the storms around this week, it could be a dismal week.  And for some who have lost so much in material belongings it has to be.  Like hurricanes which we can prepare for, sometimes several days in advance, there is so few minutes to get ready or take cover when a tornado is eminent.  We've learned that when those who know weather - warn us to take cover, or when we hear the civil defence sirens telling us one has been spotted, we've learned to take cover. For those with a storm house, they head to it, while the rest of us find a place in the innermost part of the house and take cover.  It is just a ritual we've learned must take place on stormy days or nights.

My husband grew up in Tornado alley in Mississippi in the 40's & 50's.  I on the other hand, had only heard of them and their devastation, but not having TV to show us the disastrous things a tornado can do, I still did not know how fearful they can be. 

We did have what my Dad called electrical storms, and believe me living in a cracker box, clapboard house there were times the wind and lightening could be scary.  And we had no where to run.

One of my favorite stories was when we lived in what I refer to as the shanty.  A clapboard house of 3 rooms until Daddy added a lean-to room later.  It was in the days before electricity in our country side.  The lamps were giving their soft glow casting shadows around the room as we came between the small light and the wall.  Daddy had a way of forecasting the weather by looking toward the west where our weather usually came from.

The clouds were hanging low before the sun went down and was gaining a color of blackish/green.  Daddy would say, "We are gonna have a storm tonight", and sure enough within a couple hours after dark, the skies lighted up with flashes of light as thunder rolled.  Wind came in every crack of floor or window.  The outside door to the added room, blew open as the wind rushed through the little house. There were five of us girls at that time, with a couple being below 6 years old.  Daddy grabbed the little chrome eating table, shoved it against the door as he closed it, ordered us to get on the table to give it weight against the wind.  With Daddy and Mamas help, we all held the table in place, the door stayed closed even though we could still see it trying to give to the wind.  We, as children will, were whimpering when Daddy kept saying, "Oh everything is gonna be all right.  It will pass.  It will be over in a little while." 

There was something about the way he said it that gave us confidence and we settled down.  Daddy said everything would be OK.  Daddy said, we would be safe.  We were.  The next day things were back to normal.  We may have had to put buckets under the leaks in the ceiling; we may have had to move our bed out of the way of the leak, but by morning the storm had passed - and we were safe.

I wonder sometimes about my sense of fear.  Or lack thereof.  I don't seem to have any.  I've traveled alone, faced new situations, very few times in my speaking and traveling years was I filled with butterflies.  I walked around El Salvador by myself - away from my traveling buddies - not knowing the language - making pictures as I walked - did not have any sense of being close to trouble even though the country was in a civil war during my visit.

I give credit to my Dad who told me everything would be all right, and it was.  So when all the major TV stations are a buzz with the tornado activity, I go about my business until I hear it is in my neck of the woods.  Then I go find the table and put it against the door.    No I find the safest place in the innermost part of my house and hunker down covering myself with pillows.  Somehow however, I still hear Daddy's voice say, "It will be all right.  It will pass in a little while.  We will be OK."

And this time we were.  My heart does go out to those who are still picking up the pieces after their loss.

Grammyof13

Friday, April 22, 2011

It is Friday, but Sunday's coming.

Could I say, this is Friday but Sunday's coming?  Well that is how I feel some days, sorta like I think the disciples and followers of Jesus must have felt on that fateful day of the crucifixion.  When the earth quaked and darkness came all too soon, it must have been a sad day for those who had not caught onto the message Christ had been giving them. "I will come back.  I will rise again.  I am willingly giving myself for the sins of the world.  I am laying down my life, they are not taking it from me.  This was the purpose of my being here on earth as God in human flesh."

Oh Yes, Sunday is coming when it will all make sense.  There are some days I think I could have been among the women who went to the tomb early in the morning.  The story is vivid and realistic. 

On another note, I love days like this when I get that unexpected call from one of my grandchildren.  I've written about Clay before when at dark of night around 11:pm he and I walked around the yard of my childhood home, and talked about the stars of Heaven, and how Big our God is.  With his inquisitive little mind trying to get into the picture I tried to draw for him of days long gone, I considered it a divine appointment.  My precious little boy pulling at my heart strings by asking a few questions, and being interested in the answers.  I shall never forget that night, when we forgot the lateness of the hour, or what was on the schedule the next day; Instead we bask in each other company.  A little boy asking about his roots and his aging grandmother willing to share the rich history he is truly a part of.

He called me today for no real reason.  I had things to do, places to go, but that had to wait.  I was on the phone with my boy and we talked for thirty minutes or more about everything and nothing.  We talked some about the book he is writing - "Behind enemy lines".  I'm impressed at 10 years old how his thought pattern has come together to make a story.  I'll let you know how it turns out. 

He reminds me of his father.  His father is my "baby".  Well we could correct that to my youngest.  He thinks like his dad, is courteous and kind like his dad.  There are days when I don't want to see him grow up, but one pro to his growing up is the fact his dad does call me several times a week so I can just chat with him as well.  I'm so glad he feels free to dial my number and just talk about everything and nothing.  We've made plans to go into town and take Cricket and his dog Drake to the doggie park next week, then maybe eat Pizza.  Who knows at this point what may transpire.

My first two born grandchild also calls me on occasion to just talk.  I'll repeat myself here by saying again, I love those calls that just say, "I was just thinking about you". They call me with antics of their little boys who are such a joy.  They share their children and we share a laugh.  Priceless moments that cannot come too often.

It is getting late, but have been thinking about this week and how blessed I am to be surrounded by my children and their families.  Life is at its richest when family time is shared.

Happy Easter to all of you and Blessings abundant.

Grammyof13

Friday, April 15, 2011

Quick Trip

We took a few days to visit Oklahoma.  With my husband working week-ends, we have to grab a few days in the middle of the week when we can.  I started Cardiac Therapy last week, so for the next few months, going even in the middle of the week may be out.

After the kids got out of school, we found our way to Atwoods, their local farm supply store.  I rather enjoyed going there.  It is the farm girl in me that surfaces occasionally.  Anyway, our 9 year old Birthday boy had asked for more live stock (!) on his mini farm.  He already has two goats, one of which will have babies in a few weeks.  He is very attentive to Sheridan's condition, now that she is carrying babies.  He was able to annouce to me that her "bag" was getting bigger, and her stomach was growing. 

Then on the opposite of the yard there are hens he has grown from baby chicks.  Well he wanted more baby chickens for his mini farm.  I was impressed at how he tends to and takes care of all his animals, with little help from his Mom and Dad who have encouraged him they belong to him, so it is his responsibility. 

We were ahead of the storms that started brewing before we left and hit after we had been on the road a few hours.  Of course after mid-night here, the storm reached us.  I, for the most part slept through it. Not so for Cricket who is a nervous Nellie when it thunders. 

Must get out and see about my vegetable garden.  Also for Mother's Day, my daughter bought me a humongous Elephant Ear Bulb.  I may have to call in a construction crew to help me dig a hole big enough for it.  Believe me it is about 5 inches around, weights at least 4 pounds or more and about 9 inches in length.  I will have to make pictures of the ears when they grow to their size which is from 15-17 inches in diameter.  One of my favorite plants, since I have so much shade.

I will have to change my name from Grammyof13 in September to Grammyof14.  One of my granddaughters is adding another boy to our clan.  Making us 10 boys and 4 girls.  We may start our own ball team - I'm sure we'd win each competition. 

Later,
Grammyof13

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Recycled Indeed

This is a blog that was posted in April 2008.  It seems to fit today as well.  enjoy.

I did go to my PC today, and the trip was almost a waste of every one's time. He was about to leave the room after writing me a prescription, when I said, "Wait a minute. I've done all the talking, now it is your turn!" He stayed at the entrance of the room where I stopped him before he could leave the room. "Well, the way I see it, you can do either of two things” which left me back where I started!

One good thing that came from the trip is getting to change Doctors for my Thyroid.

Anyway, before coming back home, I went by the Fitness Center to work out. I have been told that we get new energy when we use energy. Somehow, I do not think that worked on me. I peddled a mile, burned almost 100 calories and did strength exercises. I can look myself in the mirror and not be afraid to say, "I am doing my best" to feel better. Now with a little help from my friends - scratch that - my Doctor!

I saw a bulletin at the Fitness Center that got me to thinking. The sign was advertising something to do with a senior program, and the name "recycled teenagers" was used.

I am sure I fall into that category, but that is not something I want to be referred to as being. "Recycled teenagers" indeed. I do not have any problem admitting, I am a senior citizen. I have not been a teenager since 1960, so there is no going back now for recycling or otherwise. I lived a sheltered life during those teen years, but I have no regrets. I was carefree - active - happy - smart - and ready to explore the world. I had the energy to do anything I set my mind to do that was not sinful! I had to draw the line - (rather the line had been drawn long before I turned 20 by my parents who kept us in tow.)

It would be nice to have part of the energy that comes with youth. Jack LaLane may be the only one who has been able to keep his youthful body, but there is no way of holding the aging process back. Go ahead and have botox, face-lifts, liposuction, whatever you have finances to do. Nevertheless, the aging process will still happen.

There are days I feel I could run a foot race with my 12-year-old Grandson Chandler and almost win. However, getting my feet to meet the road one right after the other for very long, would tell me it was all a dream. There are days when I feel I can swing a bat at the softball, and run the entire bases home without stopping at first base to rest. However, if I were challenged to do so, I would realize it was all a dream.

Our mind and memory has a way of playing tricks on us I have decided. In my mind, closed away from reality, there is a girl who will forever be a teenager. She still dreams, she still plans, she still runs through the fields of clover with her dog Jack, she still sings to the Heavens and all the animals that stop to listen. I don't want to recycle her. I want to keep her tucked away in my memory bank so I can recall the days when there were no second thoughts of energy. On the other hand, she did not have to go far to find something to laugh about. One thing about her, she let me bring that laughter with me – even the love for life – the desire to walk in a new plowed field – she helped me pack it up and bring along with me into my senior years.

Sorry, I do not think I want to recycle her. I want her to stay as she is.
Grammyof13

Monday, April 4, 2011

A Forgiving Journey

For those of you who are not on Facebook to see all the announcements I've made, I had not thought of blogging the same news.

Many of you know I have been working on a book since 2003 and finally finished it in December.  It is a non fiction work and tells much about my life - even though I did not start out thinking of an Autobiography. 

I am not as happy as I thought I'd be to finally have a book in print - for one reason.  While I was in ICU - they (the publisher) decided to go ahead with the process of printing, without my final permission.  Therefore there are errors that could overshadow my ability as a writer.  The cover is not of my choosing - similar yes - but different from what I sent them as my choice for cover. 

That said, "The Broken Clock" (A forgiving Journey) is listed on Amazon.com, and also I have books I will be glad to mail to you.  If anyone is interested in a copy, you may e-mail me and we'll talk.  Thanks to all who follow my blog.    doris102160@juno.com

I have done some gardening these last few days, just in time for the rain last night.  I grew up on a farm, but to call myself a gardener would be a stretch for sure.  My son-in-law made me two box gardens for Mother's Day so the exercise has been great for me.  My flower beds may be secondary this year.
The sound of a fresh onion, or radish with a plate of vegetables makes my mouth water.  And I have lost my appetite for most anything since the surgery.  Makes for a great weight loss, on the gradual side, but weight loss nevertheless.

Have a good week and keep smiling.  God is up to something great.

Grammyof13